Wednesday, December 5, 2012


Woke up this morning with
a terrific urge to lie in bed all day
and read. Fought against it for a minute.

Then looked out the window at the rain.
And gave over. Put myself entirely
in the keep of this rainy morning.

Would I live my life over again?
Make the same unforgiveable mistakes?
Yes, given half a chance. Yes.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


I am twenty-five and I’ve moved
back in with my parents

My father follows me around
the house, turning off lights.
Tonight he is organizing things
in jars: pine cones of varying sizes,
wooden spools of thread, antique
buttons, clear marbles and pieces
of shell. When I was a girl we
scoured beaches for agates, pumice,
and smooth flat rocks. Driftwood
shaped like the spread wings
of geese. Anything we could see through.
Now the shelves where I sleep
are lined with jars. Wheat pennies
and wine bottle corks. Fourth of July
buttons, and the rubber wheels
of Matchbox cars.  I am fond
of the small celluloid cows
and sheep. I know how it hurts
to lose.  Save everything.