My Apologies
The ducks of this weather
are stony. By afternoon
the lake disappears
like swans on the wing.
Someone kind
left apples and pecans
for winter’s varied thrush
and the orange of his belly
alarms me.
Finally I have allowed myself
solitude, only to find
it does not suit me.
I watch birds with ruffed
feathers and recall the white
of my thighs when
we made love by the river.
Of course I miss you.
Isn’t that my body
remembering my body?